AP's: Do You Sometimes Feel Like Everyone's Mother Here?

I find that in places like this as an Adoptive Mother I am seen as the point of all mother pain everyone seems to have....

As an AP I am accused of all sorts of things, and held responsible for the life stories of all adopted children....Any person who had an abusive childhood call me to account for the behavior of their parents... I was Not That Mother.

I am held responsible for abandonment issues and held accountable for the fact that another mother made the choice she did. I was not that mother.

AP's I see some Questions and wonder, Do You Ever Feel Held Accountable for the Actions of Everyone's Mother?

Would you like to talk about the Mother You Really Are and not always have to explain, or be hyper-sensitive to the fact that you are Not Everyone's Mother here?
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**** Gaia said "It IS my responsibility to think of those things that hurt adoptees, and figure out what I should do when my children are in that position. "

I agree completely which is why I am interested in the feedback I get personally with the adopted people I know and have grown up with...

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Is the reason that many times I do feel compelled to answer for all the mistakes of everyone's mother because I am parenting two children of five (soon to be six) with the same mother and the two I have FEEL completely different about Everything and about their Adoption specifically.

**** As far as my children KNOWING the details... this is Not a problem they know very well.... and there open information not only about their own adoptions but, also about the other siblings. My daughter Knows because she remebers and she shares so that really is not an issue... Our children know about the older sibling and the two youngers and they are aware another is due... They get the truth

Sophie

Yes. Thank you for this question. (*)

I feel that I am a great Mom to my son- you know what, I'm just going to say it: I AM A GREAT MOM TO MY SON. He is so awesome and I love him more than anything and everything else in this world. I could talk about him ALL DAY. I love it when he's being good, I love it when he's being a stinker-pot, I love him when he's testing my last nerve or when he's planting those extra gray hairs on my head and I love that he is who he is.

I don't have to prove anything to anyone in here and I do agree with the statements in your question. With that said, I have learned alot in here. So, I continue to stay, and roll with the punches, so to speak.

LaurieDB

As an adopted person, I can assure you that the only people who annoy the hell out of me are the ones who dismiss adoptees who don't fit into their idea of what an adoptee should be. It doesn't matter if they are AP's, PAP's, other adoptees, or anyone else.

Oh ya, and people who think that babies should magically rain from the sky into their already prepared nurseries.

As for whether or not I think anyone here is responsible for MY feelings? No, I don't remember anyone here being there when my life happened.

I like to be annoyed at people based on their own merit.

Cam

Actually no, I don't feel like everyone's mother. While I have learned a few things and have empathy for other's here I've never felt responsible for their pain or happiness. Other people made the decisions in their life...not me.

I'm a great mother to a fantastic child. Nurturing her spirit and well-being is the most important thing to me. That's what I'm held accountable and responsible for. Yea, I would like to talk about that more but I've found this isn't the place to do that.

Great question.

Freckle Face

Nope. Its my understanding that most adoptees feel like a perpetual child. So parenting them would be the last thing i'd try, besides i'm busy with my own 5 girls.

I don't feel accountable or responsible for anyone elses actions nor do i feel that any one person has made me feel that way. I have to respectfully disagree on this one:)

spydermomma

Hmm, no, I don't feel like mother to the people here (well, except sometimes the teenagers that want to adopt ayap twins and such). Most of the regulars seem to be about my same age. And the adult adoptees already have 2 mothers, at least, so it would seem rather presumptuous for me to be yet another.

I get that that isn't exactly what you are asking, though. But I truly do not feel responsible for anyone elses issues -- or as if anyone has been suggesting that I should be. I guess being here has made me even more aware of my responsibility as an adoptive mother to my own child, so it has made me feel "held accountable" as a mother, but not to those here, just to my daughter. And I am also more aware of the pain that my daughter may feel as an adoptee -- pain that is not my responsibility and that I cannot fix -- but only support my daughter in her feelings and help her to make her own journey.

I AM very careful about the thoughts that I express here and the way that I say them. Some of that, I'll admit, is because I don't want to face negative judgements from people whose opinions I respect. But mostly it is for my own sake, and my daughter's, because figuring this stuff out for myself, proactively, will help me to be a better adoptive parent.

Santa's Lil' Helper

NO!

I am responsible for no ones issues but my own.

People can take my answers or leave them...I really don't care. I have one person to answer to whose opinion matters....my daughter!

I do not find it necessary to defend loving her and being her mother. Everyone else abondoned her when they moved on with their life!

Good question and thanks!

Gaia Raain

I couldn't have said it better than Cam or Angelcuddle, but I'll give it a shot. I have never felt that anyone here has accused me personally of being responsible for their pain. I do feel that it is my responsibility to learn from that pain and improve my own view of adoption, change the way I plan to raise my children so that I am more sensitive, more responsive, more able to see the world from their point of view. It is very much my responsibility to learn from the feelings that adoptees have. You don't have that issue, having been surrounded by adoption so much of your life. But do I feel as though I'm being blamed for someone else's pain? Absolutely not. I feel that the adoptees here are placing responsibility for parenting firmly where that responsibility belongs...on AP's. I embrace my responsibility as a future AP. I think it is BECAUSE I embrace that responsibility that it doesn't bother me one tiny little bit when an adoptee says, "how will YOU handle this?" It IS my responsibility to think of those things that hurt adoptees, and figure out what I should do when my children are in that position.

I feel like I'm just rambling, so I'll go. Hope that made sense. Oh, and I didn't mean to imply that anyone who feels anything other than what I feel SHOULD feel what I feel, or act the way I act. This answer pertains to me and me alone, and is not a reflection on the way I think of any other AP here.

ETA: I'm totally with Momof5girls, they've got enough people treating them like children. I'm not joining in.

Wilma Duckie Deene

Interesting question. I can't say I have ever thought this way though.

a healing adoptee

You are only responsible for providing a happy, stable, loving home enviroment. With that being said, your adoptive child's life stories regarding their adoption are theirs alone, and when they become adults they should have the right and choice to decide if they want that information. As an adoptive parent you do not have that right to deny them information once they become a legal adult. That is where i get upset with adoptive mothers on here sometimes, they think it is okay to deny their children information surrounding their adoption,even if they become adults. That it is okay to say things: "be grateful you were adopted" or "be grateful you were not aborted". When i hear adoptive parents say this, it hurts to the core.

Carnie C

people are going to do that. they need someone to blame instead of just bucking up and accepting life for what it is. sometimes you get a raw deal and sometimes you hit the 21.

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